Telling reg our past emotional stories

1. How wantedly i didnt prepare for the SSE exam and then for ntpc I didn't opted due to inhibition of computer work.

2. After 6 yrs as tcm during ldce exam, I was confused whether to write exam or not. Due to conflicts wth fsk & crc and discussions wth tmew & hdsl I decided to bcum JE through LDC.

My thoughts

We should be surrounded by more criticisers than applauders. And more criticisms shud come from self than others.

Politics is all abt persuasion and complaince. Persons who can do successfully persuance r leaders and compliance r followers.

A person wth a consistent growth and self-improving day-to-day is more happier wth his life than any prosperous or successful person.

FSK is finding fake reasons to not to do the work wen rinter is there. She has ego as mother-in-law. She just looking for reasons. In every way, Im incurred to more loss.

FSKvsRINTER: As I'm observed, their protest t/w others max to max 3 days(fsk) even rinter. I shudnt be susceptible to their drama tis 3 days and shudnt take any action. Manage like a demagogue by dng some gabbing favoured to them or just by listening to them. Things will bcum normal automatically after 3 days 

Belief & Truth: Did we ever tried to analyse our beliefs r based on truth?

Over the yrs, i have seen many new laws passed - most of them restricting the freedom of the individual. No doubt i wz the inspiration for some of these statutes. ~Yellow Kid

Hinders i have to work on & tasks I have to do to achieve my goals

Philosophy & Writing:

1) Start writing articles on various topics just for my reference. In blog or journalit or on paper or in system.

Can write abt wats the future of men & women. Wat shud happen.

Info from the new skills courses:

Canva app is user friendly to use for our various purposes. By Affiliate marketing course telegram           ( Website building module)

Coition fantasies abt Signoras:

I have to sublimate tis desire or fantasy to use as fuel to improve my various skills. I have a nice smile, eyes, nose and a good physical structure wich is enough to make attractive, mesmerize and impress anybody to work for u in order to achieve ur goals. Tis attributes r nt enough to mesmerize or attract, I need eloquence & charisma. Even though I don't have grip on subject, I have to make others believe I'm something wich is usually done by conmen. For tis I have to interact wth various kinds of PPL in various professions and have to imitate them. 

1) wth a coition fantasy abt signoras, mostly while travelling i try to paw whatever woman I sit/stand beside irrespective of age or quality or worth. I won't get any actual pleasure wth tis. I wud like to sublimate tis enthusiasm by interacting them jovially wth practicing eye contac by getting to know abt various women. Not only men, the worthable men also i can talk casually, to bring out info useful to me. Mainly i have to come out of woman fantasy asap.

Fitness as per plan of Cuspate:

1 week gap came due to ICMI and no cooperation, and interruption from rinter. Is it a shit tests she dng on me. Whatever gap shudnt extended further. I have to sleep early night. She told she wants to avoid sex for 1 week. Tis is the time I have to setright sleeping schedule. Don't be so attached to Goutham. Don't get enchanted by her wiles and charms. Wth tis, wake up @6am wth buoyancy and go for jog and come back by 7.30am. Goutham brush and my exercises. 8.15-8.45 study. If fsk rant reg rinter, smartly escape from home. 

6-8:.         01 hr exercise

8-9.30:.    30m study

13-15:.      01 hr study

18-19:.      30m study & 05 min Rinter preampout gita

19-22:.      90m study & roam 30m

Still I'm nt satisfied wth my growth writing, reading and exercising.

Exercising: 02 rounds at a time--02 times

 & then sprint..in the gap complete around 100 pushups and pull-ups: 30 pull-ups: between 7-8 am: 100 pushups and 30 pull-ups and everyday chest&legs, biceps & triceps, abs& back, shoulders..repeat tis cycle and lounges & situps r common everyday.

Have to maintain the strict diet. Biryani is waste. Its like an addiction.

Writing & Reading:  vb  wise gng good. Reading gng slow. Not able to read more than 5 pages at a time. Lower pages if content is deep. No need of any stress to study more. Keep studying more. By giving gaps study more. Office- around 3 times. Home- around 3 times. Wth this definitely studying will improve.

Movies: Dont watch. Anushka movie made me emotional & weak today and felt like to do wat my heart says. I ate biryani wich increased my fat. Eat less for dinner.so tat mrng i can do gud exercise and don't blame fsk & rinter reg food.

Books have to write:

How to shape us highschool to graduation: how to be wth parents, friends(boys & girls), society and shape us to bcum an icon for ourself.

How to be wth woman: for tis i have to do mingle & interact with lot of woman. Actually I don't need lot. 4 is enough. Rini, rinter, sukku...02 more i have to look for. Acuaintainces will be many and random PPL many

GOALS 15th Oct- 15th NOV:

1)JP & Yellow kid books

2) gathering knowledge on financial investments through stocks, friends and utube channels

3) interacting wth various signoras

4) self write: Journals and articles on various topics

5) staff and family members 

Note: No need to think of my niche wich monetize me financially until tis schedule completion 

THAI, conference

I shud talk wth them reg the topics which benifits me. Don't give slight chance to them to make fun of me. Don't give too much details reg my actions, thoughts or achievements. Particularly reg Ravi or gidda, గొప్పగా మాట్లాడొచ్చు, కాని అవసరం లేదు. Even if they instigate to tat, I shudnt get influence passively observe their show 

30.9: shared little abt conflict wth rinter wth nagraj and expressed my opinions.

Vkt dng lot of criticism.

4pm: tre r so many PPL actually talented, but I'm getting vacillate wth whom I have to interact and wat I hav to talk as I have no cases in court.

5pm: I'm literally getting bored in tis event. I don't have any benifit wth tis.

Somehow I have to get benifit from tis. How?

1) is it by involving in audio & visual team. Not necessary. Mostly PPL here r software engineers.

2) I have to touch everyone give and try today around atleast 20 PPL I have to touch, so tat someone will bcum use to me. Let's interact wth karnataka, Telangana and whomever possible.

1.10: vkts: reg told how bad my Rinter is and how I improved myself and changed myself. So many times I told reg my self improvement. Further don't tell reg my achievements. 01 time is enough. Already I told around  5 times tats more podhum.

02.10: had a indepth conversation wth Kiran from Chennai expressed my opinions clearly. I had given my word reg my participation in twitter activism. I feel it is necessary. I see lot of benifits and intelligent PPL from siff. To interact wth them I have to be in siff.

.. Shares and stocks

.. connections in various depts & cities

.. versatile companions like venkatesh bay and beneficiaries like stocks team, designing team, CAs, rich PPL etc, just like venkatesh w/o taking to heart, let's travel wth them superficially.

signora

NOTE: practice & observe whether I can have interesting conversation wth continuous eye contact and who will look away first. How much time it may take for me to bcum expert in this. Don't allow any nervous in face. I feel tres no chance for tat, as I no more expecting sexual things wich i used to expect in past. Also smile, wich a very slight smile which shud avoid too much serious in ur face.

Don't get discouraged if some dialogue of u doesn't workout, quickly divert the conversation. Amapbl don't talk clearly, talk implicitly. Maintain mystery and don't give clarity abt u, ur work, wre u gng and on wat work u gng. Talk little and let her talk more, instigate curiosity in her and keep maintaing tat wth ur little talk(along wth romantic eye contact) in between wich shud be a fuel for tat curiosity till the end of conversation.

Weekly by avg atleast 02 approaches shud be there in schedule and analysis of every approach note here.

29.9: since many yrs wen i see any signora wth good shape, i feel tempted no matter wat their level is and i degrade to lower than their level and desire to touch their body wich ever side possible.

Iam too preoccupied for coition or affair wth any women. I would like to use affair wth woman for my growth any kind of. I like tat kind of affiliation. For tat too, I need a basic approving skills. Purely for this skills, I have to practice approaching woman. No need of seeing their exposing or touching her parts of body like nadumu, boobs, naked legs or shoulders etc. It's doesn't help me in no way. He didn't have time for it. Power for me have been the aphrodisiac, but it was also the climax. Being powerful in every part of life is my professional achievement or goal and would like to conceal this wth the problems in personal & professional life.

My goal is to approach quality woman which r of use to me. For this I have to practice wth every possible woman. Don't cross the limits like talking, seeing & touching sexual view. Don't give her tat opinion abt u. But do flirting, closely move wth her romantically, but don't get advance touch or sexually. But move & talk freely w/o crossing limits.

4.9: again I started talking sarcastically, is it again taking intiations like bcaz of sexual interaction among us. Red ga undevanni nive kadhu.

QUALITY FOOD

If food can used as per necessity, the mans productivity will be increased. Food is just for purpose of maintaing the physical body. No need to bother to eat along wth company or somebody is there to serve me food wth love. Just keep every food item in plate to eat along wth water. Complete the food and move to some other work.

Eat as per the necessity of hunger. Suppose I get relieved from hunger, by consuming 50% of available food in my plate- just leave the balance 50% food in plate. Eat as per the necessity. Eating food for taste is bad habit.

Avoid well cooked tasty food like CRC cooking food. Avoid eating their food. And Rinter use more oil. My fsk food is good, it is tasteless and less ingredients she use like oil...my best cook is my fsk. So rice & curd also fine even for lunch.

AVOID EATING CRC, BUFFETS, MARRIAGE AND PARTY FOODS WHICH COMPRISES OF VARIETY OF TASTY FOODS.

Nenu kurchunapdu epidepdu akali tago

Goutham: Goutham will be survived by forceful feeding of food by Rinter. Wen hunger is there, he will eat anything we feed. No need to worry of his metabolism. Her mother will take care of tat by feeding necessary foods. Don't make her worry reg Goutham metabolism and nutrition.

24.9: chicken worst taste..full tomatoes & pasupu and full of home made masala seems...urgency of bathroom and for her vomit. But she judged quality of chicken itself nt good. Ok. 

25.9: Tomoto pappu...may be more oil. Something is wrong wth tat pappu. I didn't like appearance of pappu. Goutham also vomited.

30.9: i shudnt have ate idli in hotel and wasted the money. Wud have stopped wth tea in renuka hotel only. After eating mutton, it became heavy 

5.10: 2.5 no. sweets. & 2 no. Oil bajji offered by uts.

Giving free advices to acting compliance ppl

25.9: to ADSL modems & ashish so many free advices given today.

26.9 LC 111 GM reg the Hindi language speaking in South India so many opinions expressed to him wich r not necessary.