THAI, conference

I shud talk wth them reg the topics which benifits me. Don't give slight chance to them to make fun of me. Don't give too much details reg my actions, thoughts or achievements. Particularly reg Ravi or gidda, గొప్పగా మాట్లాడొచ్చు, కాని అవసరం లేదు. Even if they instigate to tat, I shudnt get influence passively observe their show 

30.9: shared little abt conflict wth rinter wth nagraj and expressed my opinions.

Vkt dng lot of criticism.

4pm: tre r so many PPL actually talented, but I'm getting vacillate wth whom I have to interact and wat I hav to talk as I have no cases in court.

5pm: I'm literally getting bored in tis event. I don't have any benifit wth tis.

Somehow I have to get benifit from tis. How?

1) is it by involving in audio & visual team. Not necessary. Mostly PPL here r software engineers.

2) I have to touch everyone give and try today around atleast 20 PPL I have to touch, so tat someone will bcum use to me. Let's interact wth karnataka, Telangana and whomever possible.

1.10: vkts: reg told how bad my Rinter is and how I improved myself and changed myself. So many times I told reg my self improvement. Further don't tell reg my achievements. 01 time is enough. Already I told around  5 times tats more podhum.

02.10: had a indepth conversation wth Kiran from Chennai expressed my opinions clearly. I had given my word reg my participation in twitter activism. I feel it is necessary. I see lot of benifits and intelligent PPL from siff. To interact wth them I have to be in siff.

.. Shares and stocks

.. connections in various depts & cities

.. versatile companions like venkatesh bay and beneficiaries like stocks team, designing team, CAs, rich PPL etc, just like venkatesh w/o taking to heart, let's travel wth them superficially.

signora

NOTE: practice & observe whether I can have interesting conversation wth continuous eye contact and who will look away first. How much time it may take for me to bcum expert in this. Don't allow any nervous in face. I feel tres no chance for tat, as I no more expecting sexual things wich i used to expect in past. Also smile, wich a very slight smile which shud avoid too much serious in ur face.

Don't get discouraged if some dialogue of u doesn't workout, quickly divert the conversation. Amapbl don't talk clearly, talk implicitly. Maintain mystery and don't give clarity abt u, ur work, wre u gng and on wat work u gng. Talk little and let her talk more, instigate curiosity in her and keep maintaing tat wth ur little talk(along wth romantic eye contact) in between wich shud be a fuel for tat curiosity till the end of conversation.

Weekly by avg atleast 02 approaches shud be there in schedule and analysis of every approach note here.

29.9: since many yrs wen i see any signora wth good shape, i feel tempted no matter wat their level is and i degrade to lower than their level and desire to touch their body wich ever side possible.

Iam too preoccupied for coition or affair wth any women. I would like to use affair wth woman for my growth any kind of. I like tat kind of affiliation. For tat too, I need a basic approving skills. Purely for this skills, I have to practice approaching woman. No need of seeing their exposing or touching her parts of body like nadumu, boobs, naked legs or shoulders etc. It's doesn't help me in no way. He didn't have time for it. Power for me have been the aphrodisiac, but it was also the climax. Being powerful in every part of life is my professional achievement or goal and would like to conceal this wth the problems in personal & professional life.

My goal is to approach quality woman which r of use to me. For this I have to practice wth every possible woman. Don't cross the limits like talking, seeing & touching sexual view. Don't give her tat opinion abt u. But do flirting, closely move wth her romantically, but don't get advance touch or sexually. But move & talk freely w/o crossing limits.

4.9: again I started talking sarcastically, is it again taking intiations like bcaz of sexual interaction among us. Red ga undevanni nive kadhu.

QUALITY FOOD

If food can used as per necessity, the mans productivity will be increased. Food is just for purpose of maintaing the physical body. No need to bother to eat along wth company or somebody is there to serve me food wth love. Just keep every food item in plate to eat along wth water. Complete the food and move to some other work.

Eat as per the necessity of hunger. Suppose I get relieved from hunger, by consuming 50% of available food in my plate- just leave the balance 50% food in plate. Eat as per the necessity. Eating food for taste is bad habit.

Avoid well cooked tasty food like CRC cooking food. Avoid eating their food. And Rinter use more oil. My fsk food is good, it is tasteless and less ingredients she use like oil...my best cook is my fsk. So rice & curd also fine even for lunch.

AVOID EATING CRC, BUFFETS, MARRIAGE AND PARTY FOODS WHICH COMPRISES OF VARIETY OF TASTY FOODS.

Nenu kurchunapdu epidepdu akali tago

Goutham: Goutham will be survived by forceful feeding of food by Rinter. Wen hunger is there, he will eat anything we feed. No need to worry of his metabolism. Her mother will take care of tat by feeding necessary foods. Don't make her worry reg Goutham metabolism and nutrition.

24.9: chicken worst taste..full tomatoes & pasupu and full of home made masala seems...urgency of bathroom and for her vomit. But she judged quality of chicken itself nt good. Ok. 

25.9: Tomoto pappu...may be more oil. Something is wrong wth tat pappu. I didn't like appearance of pappu. Goutham also vomited.

30.9: i shudnt have ate idli in hotel and wasted the money. Wud have stopped wth tea in renuka hotel only. After eating mutton, it became heavy 

5.10: 2.5 no. sweets. & 2 no. Oil bajji offered by uts.

Giving free advices to acting compliance ppl

25.9: to ADSL modems & ashish so many free advices given today.

26.9 LC 111 GM reg the Hindi language speaking in South India so many opinions expressed to him wich r not necessary.

Correcting foops mistakes

24.9: wz tried to warn dvr not to keep knife on here n there. Goutham may get harm. Dvr irritated as knife has brought by rinter.

Rinter rearing Goutham: She only making him untamed, bcaz of her he is making so mess. Pranavi also became like tat bcaz of her. Positive is she became smart, negative is avoiding eating food and eating outside foods and roaming outside , nt sitting quiet at some place for sometime. Same wth Goutham. Her family members r never noticed this. If I tell this to her, wth foolishness she retort wth some fake mistake in me. It's better ignire as I can't do anything wth this and I don't have anyloss wth this. Only Goutham r pranavi r getting loss as for now. Let's see wat they bcum in future. 

26.9: FSK: she is talking nonsense reg chicken mutton who has to cook. I got irritated little.

DVR: washing machine clothes washing he is nt at all interested in dng his chores. Then wat he wanted to do. Just eat and sleep. Don't do any work. Best thing is bcum je go far from him and fsk. So tat I will be distant from these negative PPL. Their punishment is 1 year head. Until then I hav to control my nerves and use them amap.

RINTER: tried to correct reg steel box and extra house they wanted to buy.

7.10: rintervsfsk: as I decided earlier, don't consider their opinions imp. ESP rinter, i shudnt worry abt her opinions or actions. I don't need to react to her every action. Even of fsk. Let them go to hell.

FSK & RINTER: they r like pichi kukkalu. Don't ever argue wth them on anything. Deal wth them in versatile ways, never in rational methods. Maintain dignity wth them. Never bcum cheap to them. Maintain boss mode and dont bother to their requests.

RINTER: deal her like foreign affairs. Don't do open war wth her, she will bcum aggressive. Her attitude is unique, can't compare wth any country. So have to deal her diplomatically wth tactics & strategies. Wth time she will realise her mistakes. Until then din jaande!!! Never let her bcum hindrance to ur SI activities and ur GOALS. And rinter slowly will realise, she won't get better person & better life than wth me. So she has to bcum submissive to me in future. May be wait for 03 yrs. Don't leave stubborn & masculine attitude until then. U keep on do wat u have to do, grow urslef daybyday, no matter hw much she try to bcum hinder to ur growth, ur growth graph shud be proportional to her hinders. If I'm having tis kind of attitude t/w rinter & fsk wich is a far better method, I don't need to share or seek advices from meghanath the bloody hypocrite. Calls and all from home to students parents, all those matters will get cleared in introspection wth myself. No need to discuss reg my wife wth him, the bloody hypocrite.

Sharing imp info or opinions to companions

To Tmew, I had shared my feelings reg Rayleigh. What if he shares this with other colleagues or with Rayleigh itself. No guarantee, he can tell. He is sort of tat type. Then how did I shared tat kind of info to him. In Past also reg my wife and mother(my internal family conflicts) shared to him. Low pass is working wth him almost for 8 yrs. He spoke negatively abt him so many times. In tat case, he may talk abt me also in future wth some one. Today low pass and tmrw Frank Shelby.

29.9: TMEW: shared my family conflicts reg fsk vs rinter wth him. 

Judging other person work

Why we bother more about judging other person work. We feel they are working less than us. What makes them to not do work. And we comment or discuss about those reasons. By overthinking or discuss abt this, no use, they will be the same. Nobody can't do anything abt tat. But u wasted ur valuable time & thoughts by judging abt them. Me and low pass discussed & judged reg the work of Rayleigh, hdsl & Fresnel.

26.9: Me, low pass & twl judged hdsl a lot reg his escapism from the work. I suggested to give posting him in tngl or until he get a some jhatka nai sudhrega hdsl.

28.9: me, low pass, Fresnel judged hdsl and twl

4.10: wth seshu, clearly expressed my criticisms over hdsl. I wud hav told yes I heard, I wz on leave, yesterday only i came. I got shocked after hearing tis.

5.10: wth uts judged hdsl irresponsibility over his punishment.