Telling reg our past emotional stories

1. How wantedly i didnt prepare for the SSE exam and then for ntpc I didn't opted due to inhibition of computer work.

2. After 6 yrs as tcm during ldce exam, I was confused whether to write exam or not. Due to conflicts wth fsk & crc and discussions wth tmew & hdsl I decided to bcum JE through LDC.

My thoughts

We should be surrounded by more criticisers than applauders. And more criticisms shud come from self than others.

Politics is all abt persuasion and complaince. Persons who can do successfully persuance r leaders and compliance r followers.

A person wth a consistent growth and self-improving day-to-day is more happier wth his life than any prosperous or successful person.

FSK is finding fake reasons to not to do the work wen rinter is there. She has ego as mother-in-law. She just looking for reasons. In every way, Im incurred to more loss.

FSKvsRINTER: As I'm observed, their protest t/w others max to max 3 days(fsk) even rinter. I shudnt be susceptible to their drama tis 3 days and shudnt take any action. Manage like a demagogue by dng some gabbing favoured to them or just by listening to them. Things will bcum normal automatically after 3 days 

Belief & Truth: Did we ever tried to analyse our beliefs r based on truth?

Over the yrs, i have seen many new laws passed - most of them restricting the freedom of the individual. No doubt i wz the inspiration for some of these statutes. ~Yellow Kid

Hinders i have to work on & tasks I have to do to achieve my goals

Philosophy & Writing:

1) Start writing articles on various topics just for my reference. In blog or journalit or on paper or in system.

Can write abt wats the future of men & women. Wat shud happen.

Info from the new skills courses:

Canva app is user friendly to use for our various purposes. By Affiliate marketing course telegram           ( Website building module)

Coition fantasies abt Signoras:

I have to sublimate tis desire or fantasy to use as fuel to improve my various skills. I have a nice smile, eyes, nose and a good physical structure wich is enough to make attractive, mesmerize and impress anybody to work for u in order to achieve ur goals. Tis attributes r nt enough to mesmerize or attract, I need eloquence & charisma. Even though I don't have grip on subject, I have to make others believe I'm something wich is usually done by conmen. For tis I have to interact wth various kinds of PPL in various professions and have to imitate them. 

1) wth a coition fantasy abt signoras, mostly while travelling i try to paw whatever woman I sit/stand beside irrespective of age or quality or worth. I won't get any actual pleasure wth tis. I wud like to sublimate tis enthusiasm by interacting them jovially wth practicing eye contac by getting to know abt various women. Not only men, the worthable men also i can talk casually, to bring out info useful to me. Mainly i have to come out of woman fantasy asap.

Fitness as per plan of Cuspate:

1 week gap came due to ICMI and no cooperation, and interruption from rinter. Is it a shit tests she dng on me. Whatever gap shudnt extended further. I have to sleep early night. She told she wants to avoid sex for 1 week. Tis is the time I have to setright sleeping schedule. Don't be so attached to Goutham. Don't get enchanted by her wiles and charms. Wth tis, wake up @6am wth buoyancy and go for jog and come back by 7.30am. Goutham brush and my exercises. 8.15-8.45 study. If fsk rant reg rinter, smartly escape from home. 

6-8:.         01 hr exercise

8-9.30:.    30m study

13-15:.      01 hr study

18-19:.      30m study & 05 min Rinter preampout gita

19-22:.      90m study & roam 30m

Still I'm nt satisfied wth my growth writing, reading and exercising.

Exercising: 02 rounds at a time--02 times

 & then sprint..in the gap complete around 100 pushups and pull-ups: 30 pull-ups: between 7-8 am: 100 pushups and 30 pull-ups and everyday chest&legs, biceps & triceps, abs& back, shoulders..repeat tis cycle and lounges & situps r common everyday.

Have to maintain the strict diet. Biryani is waste. Its like an addiction.

Writing & Reading:  vb  wise gng good. Reading gng slow. Not able to read more than 5 pages at a time. Lower pages if content is deep. No need of any stress to study more. Keep studying more. By giving gaps study more. Office- around 3 times. Home- around 3 times. Wth this definitely studying will improve.

Movies: Dont watch. Anushka movie made me emotional & weak today and felt like to do wat my heart says. I ate biryani wich increased my fat. Eat less for dinner.so tat mrng i can do gud exercise and don't blame fsk & rinter reg food.

Books have to write:

How to shape us highschool to graduation: how to be wth parents, friends(boys & girls), society and shape us to bcum an icon for ourself.

How to be wth woman: for tis i have to do mingle & interact with lot of woman. Actually I don't need lot. 4 is enough. Rini, rinter, sukku...02 more i have to look for. Acuaintainces will be many and random PPL many

GOALS 15th Oct- 15th NOV:

1)JP & Yellow kid books

2) gathering knowledge on financial investments through stocks, friends and utube channels

3) interacting wth various signoras

4) self write: Journals and articles on various topics

5) staff and family members 

Note: No need to think of my niche wich monetize me financially until tis schedule completion